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I've finally made up my mind and decided to change back,ahah.
Here's the link.You can read my posts on the NAS Open House and STC NPCC Camp there.
http://skullshovering.blogspot.com/
With that, I want to change blog already.I feel like I should move back to skullshovering.bs.
I think I am suffering from imsonia these days.I can't sleep.Yesterday,I turned in at 2am.I found myself tossing here and there for 2 hours.Gosh.
Going off for NAS Open House duty and camp at Pulau Ubin tomorrow.Just hope tomorrow would turn out great.adios.
i don't want that kind of conflict to happen anymore.
Let me reflect what I did today.
Did Amaths homework .Pleased with my trigo graph(Y)
Completed Chemistry homework,hooray!
Played MSN bowling alot.I think i am the only one who played alot like crazy.
I still don't get it why I hold a grudge against her.How can i forget people's deeds?
Hey,nothing more to blog about.
Alright bbye :)
I've nothing much to blog about.gonna go for slf duty this saturday and then Survival Camp.
bb.
Regrets,again and again.
Thanks very much then.
Anyway, I am watching a movie called Knowing.It looks pretty interesting and gruesome so far.
Besides that,I lovemysterious movies/shows,I don't know,probably grew a liking for it long time ago.
I like to slack at home.
Today was the last day of EP.2 weeks gone by just like that.I can't get over the fact that I'm going to be in Secondary 4 next year already.
Today's Friday the 13th.During Chemistry lesson,we did a test on anions & titration process.The titration process is pretty tedious,when it comes to the apparatus.Colour change is cool,haha.
During the OLE Class Session,Genghao did an epically hilarious thing.He was imitating Tata Young who is a Thailand singer.He crawled on the school table halfway and act seductive.DAMN FUNNY.Then he kinda teased Rihanna's new song by saying 'pull my sugar ' and give the super seductive look.It was super to be trigger instead of sugar.I BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER. Wonder what made him do these,lmao.
Anyway,after school,went Friday Prayers followed by MacDonalds.Laughed like horribly shit there with yiren,raudhah,amira,sheau shiun,chongjin -.-" talked about the "antenna" thing in the tent and all about koref camp.some guy in the class with lame magic tricks -.-
after that,went home.can't rmb what i did.
tmr got religious class exam.and right now i am lazing around the laptop.who cares!
my grandfather asked me what my class position was and i said it.then he said why so far behind.i am like my class is a smart class,alot ppl get high,not easy.to me it is considered okay already.
it's really hard to live up to people's expectations don't you think? they won't know until they put themselves in our shoes.
so unpredictable.
living in denial for a very long period of time.
don't you think you're abit cocky & childish at times?
Feeling sleepy & tired.After school,I boarded bus 17 and went over to Aloha Resort.Okay,initially,I walked over to Costa Sands.
"Drenched" in rain,I was like walking aimlessly alongside the beach/park.Finally,I reached and I was so relieved.
Well,I had a P6 Harmony Reunion Chalet over there.It was akward in a sense that I don't really talk VERY ALOT.It's still okay.
There were like around 16-20 people present there,i think.It was pretty fun,talked about old memories in primary school and all.Vivian & Eoin had an epic pillow fight!HAHA.And Eoin use some bamboo pole like a baseball bat to hit water bombs,goodness ._. Hmm,alot changed,looks i guess.Ha :D I was the class monitor during P5,haha unbelievable.Hmm alot of them are from good schools like RI,SCGS and all.& me? NGEE ANN.
I stayed there all the way till 8.40pm after meeting Pu De & Ashiq cause' I have not seen them face to face after a long time.Ashiq is like manly and Pu De's hair is spiky cool! and me,gain more weight.with white specs?
Say byebye to all.Boarded shuttle bus with Idris to Pasir Ris MRT.He took MRT and I took bus 17.Listened to iPod and sms-ed Christon during the bus ride.He leaving for China at 1am soon.Now,I have one less person to talk to for 2 weeks ]: So sad ahhh.Reached home at 9.30pm.
school won't be fun tml.what am i gonnna do ._. still need go slf or some atc camp.I am spoilt,I dono which one to go.Choose one only thats better or choose both but skip one day of camp.Everything has its pros and cons ];
feeling moody now.
I don't know what it is that makes me fall like this.
easy.Cool to see white precipitates,different coloured solutions and seeing litmus paper changing colour and all.
Far better than Physics and Biology SPAs in my opinion.
Physics SPA,we did an experiment on pressure.
Messed up few parts here and there,but still okay.
A Maths lesson,finished the chapter on Further Trigonometric Functions.Going to try to finish 13.3 by today.
Not to mention,I have to do Skill 3 of planning a procedure on Biology by today.
After school,we planned to go to Pasir Ris Park for cycling.
Initially,i was very worried because I am not one who can cycle.I mean,I had a very hard time to balance on the bicycle.
But I think i just tag along.
So it was Me,Genghao,Yiren,Jasper,Junjie,Christon,H
In the end,cycled myself.I HAD A HARD AND SWEATY TIME OF CYCLING.IT WAS AS GOOD AS RUNNING.
I feel very guilty and pampered cause' Genghao stick with me all the way till I got the hang of cycling.
Not to mention,the others were giving me words of encouragement and all.I feel so embarrassed.
Thanks very much guys for teaching me! :) One time i cycled very fast with the wind brushing against my face,cooling!
Never cycled that long in my entire life so far.But I almost banged into an old uncle while cycling today.I was like sorry sorry.
Omg,who knows what may happen to him if i banged into him =x
Anyway,it was overall a good experience for me.
Went back to Jasper's house to get our bags back.His house is 3-storey,cool leh -.- Took bus 403 home and bus 39.
When i went Pasir Ris Park today,it reminded me of alot memories.Upset about that.Nothing will change,anymore.
Exhausted right now.Confirmed,I can sleep peacefully today.
Just watched sg idol.Ken Lim's and Florence Lian's comments on Faizal's performance today was epic funny! HAHA.
alright,off to homeworks.tired.imma shingz off now.
they mentioned good things abt you.and i can't help it that i don't match up to you.
went home with christon.basically couldn't sleep last night cause' keep thinking about olevels and tossed here and there.slept awhile,then wake up past midnight to do prayers.then went back to sleep.tired.malay paper 1.i can still ask a teacher where's my seat.i blank out when i see barcode labels on my table =o I did question 2 about dialogue and question4 on discussion essay.it was okay but rushing for time,though.recess.paper 2.it was okay too.Feel relieved that it's over.Hope I get my A1 or A2 please. YAY END OF ML OLEVEL.
hope all my friends get their A's.because they worked hard and should deserve it.
went Rasa 21 after school.suddenly i see one hornet,i was scared ._. you can probabaly guess what happen next.
so bored.still got bio and amaths hw,wth.tired ttm.school tmr again,boring sia.wanna go park or watch movie (2012!).
i regretted not going to wild wild wet on sunday.why do i reject so many things? New Zelaland,wild wild wet?
HAIZ.
BYE.
PS: I POSTED ALREADY.I AM A "GOOD" BLOGGER :D
I am always the second last or rather,last to finish.I feel embarrassed of making my friends wait for me and actually help me with it.I am so pampered.Haha,i got great friends,after all :) Sorry & thanks guys! It was Biology,Physics & HML.When school ended,that is when all the gloominess starts to sink in.Feel so embarrassed and guilty again! Decided to eat at Rasa 21.After finished eating, I quickly made a move and said goodbye to the rest.OMG,I'M SO LUCKY O: *heaved a sigh of relief*
Came back school for HML lesson.Did another mock exam paper 2.Hope I'll do better this time around.
But my ultimate goal is to do great for Tuesday's o'level malay.So nervous bout' it.
there's p6 chalet on 11,12 & 13 november.won't be staying over,but i guess i will drop by and catch up with them after months,or maybe years too? will be akward though.I am so going to watch 2012 on Wednesday perhaps.i am in need of money.really bad.alright,off to memorising some verses for my religous class exam tomorrow.bye!
Zibladeboom.
Physics SPA totally ruined my mood.I hate plotting graphs and trying to draw the best fit-line and decimal places or whatever.BUT it is still way better than cutting potatoes or chinese leek and shingzx.Recess.Sex talk again...by Ms Farhana ._. So boring.A Maths lesson,Mr Lim Bock Boon came in.He is damn funny.He already drew a table of special angles related to trigonometry and then he erased it.Shortly after,he drew again.Maybe not funny,but you should see him teach,cannot stop giggling with ch and gh.epic funny ._. lunch at mac with lt,wini and ede.Got some coupons or labels or whatever they're called.pretteh interesting o.O
HML lesson.Got paper 2 back practice.and i got sucky results. 47/70
but only 2 people in the class got 50+
so probably not bad.nvm,must do well for tmr practice.7 more days,die.
today hml class was fun,funny and absolutely adventurous.i will miss this class if i were to leave hml.i don't want any of them to leave ):
ugh.frustrated like heck now.fffffff.
im gonna be emo for one whole day if i dun get my A.
home with yr and ch.bored like hell now.
someone said i abandoned someone else when i was actually abandoned by the same person.oh i am not innocent.amazing,great,a
round of applause.
anyway today was the start of my Extended Programme class.had to assemble in the quadrangle under the sun early in the morning.
geng hao was ranting to me ._. went auditorium for NYAA update and a talk on sex.the pictures of infected real private parts are gross >.<
recess.ate a burger only.2 hours of Biology SPA.I swear SPA sucks the most for Biology.I can't cut a potato strip nor a kangkong.Screw it all up.Surprisingly,Ms Marie Lee took us for SPA lesson.More of a revision of our Skill 1.Lunch to Kopitiam with frenzies.Liting looked pale in the lips._. hope her cramps will subside by tmr.jy :)
MT lessons in innovation room,library.Did olevel june 09 paper.need to improve on imbuhan.
after that,waited for christon and the rest.ok so went down the stairs.then realised my phone missing its part.went back up again.thanks christon for finding the missing part -.- went 7-eleven with yr and ch.top up my ezlink card.went home.on com.played bowling.lol like addicted to it.
haiz.i need to improve my malay.i can't seem to rmb cheem words.ugh.
bye.
Was too lazy to blog yesterday,anyway here it is.
I spent my Friday in a weird way.Lessons as per normal.Got back report book.Yay got L1R5 of 9 and 16th position,not bad considering I screwed my CA2 really major.Played UNO as usual.End of school.Lunch at Kopitiam with 3R1 friends,ate KFC instead.They went the bacteria transformation thingy at Sci Centre.Felt so sian,didn't know where to go.Went Tampines Library to study with Yiren.Studied for my Malay O'Level exam.Did some practice.Went home at around 6.40pm,reached home at around 7plus.
Back to today...
Turns out I don't have a religious class exam today.Regretted didn't go NPCC hike,cause' i thought i would have an exam.
I learnt 10 reasons why God didn't accept my prayers,and 9 of them,it all applies to me.Call myself an islamic,but yet I am not even committed to my religion.What kind of human am i? Went home.Didn't know what I did actually.
Filed up all my school papers and worksheets.It tired me out but I had to do it,my shelves were full of papers already =x
after all that,bathed,ate,and watched 'Mean Girls'.I think some of the girls there are acting like serious slutty,stuck-up bitches.
I wouldn't wanna have those kind of friends.gross.Anyway I've also watched 'Twilight' & 'Confessions of A Shopaholic'.Very good movies :)
Now 12.26am.I don't know how to spend my day tomorrow.My eye keep twitching since yesterday.Is something really bad gonna happen to me? Sigh.Anyway,there's school on Monday.I really hate having to go through SPA lessons.I'll be sweaty all over in that school uniform,sigh.
I wanna watch 2012.Seems like a real good movie.Maybe it'll open up my eyes to reality.
I wonder how does thin people feel like.I think they feel light and pleasure all over.Want to exercise but i am not even executing them.
Just came back from school & going out.
Lessons as per normal.No wait,there was some survey during assembly,then a talk on critical windows by the vice principal.I find it meaningful,personally.Biology lesson.Laughed alot until Ms Farhana look abit angry with us,seriously =c
Recess.SS lesson.Played Stress with Christon and won twice in row :) Then played UNO with him,Kristine,Cynthia.I lost 3 times,loser me.
Then Chemistry lesson,went through MCQ paper,yawns.End of school.Went library and waited for Yiren.Chit chat with Geng Hao and Christon about anything randommmmm.So went Kopitiam to eat.Yiren left.My eye kept twitching,I can predict something bad will happen and it did.Sixth sense of eye twitching?Hmm.Took bus 28 to Tampines Interchange.Went Popular baybeh! Bought my malay assessment book.13 sets of paper 2 -.-
Geng Hao bought some things.haha.Alright so went to meet Kristine,Jasper,Si Ying and JJ at T1.Then we kinda went separate ways in the end.Followed Christon and Geng Hao to Cold Storage.Christon is crazy over cheap stuffs.Like a bottle of mineral water costing like $0.50.
LOL.So went to Mac then for Christon to have his McFlurry.I looked through the Malay book and there were some words that I am clueless about.gosh.Then home time.Christon went for his dental appointment and Geng Hao went home.I also went home,zz.
Okay done.YAY entry blogged :) Liting apparently went for some duck tour,LOL.She was MIA aka Missing In action.Haha,have fun KLT.
Good day,goodbye.
Bubble tea.home.com.sleep.wake up.bathe.eat.now watching singapore idol.
end of a simply screwed day.I wonder why Yiren always ask me 'Why like you so sad?' Then I replied no,I am not.Then,Christon said 'got loh'.
Shing. [as quoted in the Ris Low Dictionary ._. ]
I got 2 weeks of Extended Programme with each day ending at 3.30pm from 2-13Nov.Not to mention,intensive mother tongue lessons in preparation of Malay O'level exam.I will really cry if I don't get to take HML next year.Rashid,wake up and get back on track.It's time you start.You got 12 days left.
Today was just an another day.Got back Social Studies & Biology results.SS was pleasant but Biology wasn't though Ms Farhana said I got an improvement.Halfway through the lesson, it was raining.Seriously whenever I am in a bad mood,it would rain,just like on Sunday.Guess the weather understands me.English Summary,got all the 15 points for content but failed language part.The markers always love to do that.I got 67 for English this term,a B3! I am thinking of enrolling myself in Physics tuition during the holidays.Anybody interested? Words are easy to speak but to actually do what you say is not easy.I just added a new blogskin to this yesterday and did some modifications here and there.Haha,love it cause' it is funky and "boomz" to me.Ris Low ._. After school,I went lunch with Christon & Winifred.Home.
I am thinking of buying Malay assessment book to practise for my o'level.It is exactly 2 weeks away =c
Gonna verify result slips tml,won't be good at all when I compare with most classmates.They can score almost everything.Creepy! Gives me chills~ Persuaded Derrick to book a badminton court,but must see who is going first,hehe hope it will be fun.
Hmmm.Anyway I still remembered that very day.Didn't know how it all started.Eversince then,my feelings are abit numb till now.Like I don't feel 100% happy.there is a part of me that pulls me down into this deep hole of mixed feelings.As of now I am 50% happy and 50% sad.Simply neutral.Hope I become more dutiful to my religion.I am so corrupted.Lalalalaa.meeeeeeeeee.lame.
On Saturday, I went over to my relative's house for this festivity thing in remembrance of my late great grandmother,i guess.It was boring.I got really damn pissed off on that day.My cousins keep pestering me to sleep in their house and when I don't want,they labelled m as being proud.They keep asking me and forcing me.Fucking irritating.It's like asking me to jump down the building.On Sunday,I had to wake up early in what 8.30am to go to cemetery and when we reached there,it was pouring rain.then went to eat,then went to Singapore Expo.I was having a painful stomachache,ugh.Then went to Geylang.Then home.
Today
PE lesson,played badminton with Yiren,Junjie and Genghao.HML lesson was spent in the library,watching a malay ghost movie,quite scary.I felt so lonely seating at the back,didn't talk at all throughout the whole movie,feel isolated.But I wasn't too bothered about it.The next lessons,we got back our exam scripts.I am happy I scored distinctions for all the papers I've recevied today except Physics where I got a C6.But i am thankful i passed.Some others who didn't study much could actually ace their papers and I can't.But I am happy i improved alot in maths compared to emaths CA2 where I got a borderline pass mark,and amaths too.
After school,went to Liting's condominium.I think it was my 3rd or 4th time going there.Played bowling.There was this uncle who advised me not to throw the ball on the floor,otherwise it will be damaged.I turned to Liting and roll my eyes around and give the whatever look.Seriously,MYOB.When leaving the room,I closed the door and whispered to Christon " So long suckers'.I felt so bitchy,quite fun.
Then went the playground.i played the killer cupcake,fun.then went to see some big doggie,which i don't care at all,so big & ...nth to say.
The kind-hearted me decided to go home with Christon whereas the rest went home via shuttle bus to Easpoint Mall.Felt christon would be alone,so accomapanied him.I was so quiet.
Every time I want to talk to you but I can't.If you only knew the hell I put myself through,replaying memories in my head.
My body temperature was high,had headache,feeling weak all over,diarrhoea and didn't feel good at all.
But I am feeling better now.Won't be coming to school tomorrow,again.I am not looking forward to the weekends.
Saturday is spent on something,boring.Sunday is going to be spent going to the cemetery with family & relatives.To be frank,I seriously dislike going there.It has a gloomy aura to it which I dislike. Ugh. I originally planned to play sports with few friends on Sunday but it's ruined already.Thanks Christon,Yiren,Zulaiha for wishing me get well soon (:
I am confined at home now,i can't go out and have fun. can't.Even when I go out during weekends,it isn't for the fun stuff but gloomy and boring stuff.rarrrrrhhh,SET ME FREE!







